I messed up. I don't think I can give too much detail, but I messed up. As I've said before, my dedication was too early; I didn't know anything about Satanism. I was a stupid teenager not knowing what I was doing, I'M SUCH AN IDIOT!! On top of that I did something a good Satanist should NEVER...

Yes I did read it. I just like to also talk with other people about some topics and why I ask a lot of questions. Sorry if I get annoying I just like talking with others :) 

Ok I've read the info on the Jos website about incubus. I'd id like to get some more information from you guys. Im curious about it. If one wanted to could an incubus get you pregnant? What kind of ritual would someone have to do beforehand? A standard one, because that's the only one I know...

I'm not asking this because I want to get pregnant or that I think I am pregnant. I'm just curious if someone were to establish a strong relationship with an incubus would it be possible? And what would it feel like, wouldn't it hurt like crazy?! I've never had a relationship with one so I...

Ok, so I have to live with my grandparents who are hardcore supporters of the enemy, as I've said before and I've also made a sort of private sanctuary in my room as said before. When I meditate at night I can still feel energy, but I don't feel it during the day when I'm out doing whatever it...

Sorry if I'm way off on this, but it's something that's been on my mind. So I've been doing some more reading into Satanism and came across people talking about being Aryan. I don't know much about it except that being Aryan meant that you were apart of the superior race. White with blonde hair...

Ok, my questions kinda go from one topic to another. The first thing is after I did my dedication to Satan, which was a while back. Last year around November or December I can't remember. Afterwards, I was constantly getting touched. Usually at night, but occasionally during the day too. And...

I wanted to strengthen my bond between Satan and his demons, so I performed a standard ritual, the only one I have ever done. After I did it at about three in the morning I lay down in bed getting ready to fall asleep my body started convulsing. Not a whole lot like a seizure, but enough to...

Is it possible to remember bits and pieces of past lives? I've been having some weird experiences that I think might be tied to this, correct me if I'm wrong. At random moments, and I do mean random. The last time it happened I was brushing my teeth. Anyway, what happens is in order: I feel like...

Is it possible to remember bits and pieces of past lives? I've been having some weird experiences that I think might be tied to this, correct me if I'm wrong. At random moments, and I do mean random. The last time it happened I was brushing my teeth. Anyway, what happens is in order: I feel like...

I was afraid that it is because I live in a dangerous household. With my grandparents who are full supporters of the enemy. I meditate everyday, but not for very long until a few days ago I don't know how to describe what I felt, but it was like going into a really deep trance I didn't even know...

So I've been studying about power meditation and started reading about the Serpent of Fire and I think there are some things that happened to me long before I dedicated my soul to Father Satan. Before I start though I should mention that I am epileptic and have been having grand mal seizures...

I don't have the things I need to establish a proper relationship with Father Satan and I think because of that he's angry with me. I need to know what I can do to fix things because I don't feel the same way I did before. I don't feel happy or protected. Instead I'm always very sad or very...

Hello everyone. Sorry if I'm doing something wrong I'm new and still trying to figure everything out. I'm not quite sure how to start or what to do. I don't want to make anyone mad. Just, I need someone to help me get a better picture of how to dedicate myself to Satan. What will happen? What do...