I don't know if this has already been answered.  I apologize if it has, I'm new to this forum :/ but I wouldn't say I'm new to Spiritual Satanism.  For upwards of four years, I've had trouble fighting my upbringing as a good little brainwashed Christian and have only dabbled in this practice...

Did my last topic go through?  If not, I have a lot of questions and I am not in the mood to type it all out again .< I'm just having trouble with visualization and meditation.  New to Satanism and trying to get in contact with my guardian demon