Use your head and think. HOW can you get everything you want? The answer will come, just calm down and think. In case everything goes wrong, remember: your priority is your brother, the only thing that matters is him, if your stepdad gets away with it and takes away your mother's life insurance...

Watch your habits. Do you have bad habits? If so, maybe that's the problem. From my experience, if you are constantly distracted by useless things, eating bad things, having harmful and harmful habits for yourself, then your capacity drops, including your power. Do you train and use your astral...