I have known Hypochondriasis since I was young. Recently, I went to the hospital twice because I felt anxious. What are the causes of Hypochondriasis and how can I do it to alleviate them?

I'm studying cyber security. Actually, I don't want to study at university I went to college to delay my responsibility for the future. In Korea, there is a culture in which adults brainwashed that they cannot live a human life unless they graduate from college. Maybe You will know about this. I...

I can't accept the fact that I can't make a profit from metal bands today. I used to be passionate about Satanism I tried translate the joy website, But I stop My dream was to gather Satan believers in Korea to build the right Satan community and make a metal band, but now I have given up my...

My sister took 46 painkillers a few days ago She went to the emergency room. Fortunately, she is recovering. And the will she wrote to me was like a child who only saw negative things in the world. I think she can't decide on her career path , seen too much negative information since she was...

I fell in love with danger My Tears of fear.... Her snake wrapped around me I knew I was going wrong. I can't believe... I can't beat my desires... I'm going to lose to my desire... I'll lose to your desires I'm gonna be the stone of Medusa. Her hair is It's the number of people who have a...

I live in Asia near Japan After the Fukushima nuclear power plant contaminated water discharge, I started worri about seafood According to a diver who lives in Busan, Korea in his youtube vlog channel When he dives into the control zone, he's got a deformed fish Is today's seafood safe?

There's a error in my writing It's not "self-esteem". It's "pride" Self esteem is good

To be happy, one should not be angry with oneself. A really strong person is a steady person, not a person with a strong self-esteem. Some day I was curious about the recent feeling of suicide in a high place I jumped from more than two meters to the brick floor I had a fear of heights. I hated...

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Is it dangerous to imagine killing or hurting someone who doesn't exist in real life?

I lost my brain function because of ptsd I can't read well. I may commit suicide or murder. My body and brain reject me. Sometimes, it feels unreal I can't sleep. All I know is that you guys are forcing me to be strong

I want to live. My nervous system is on fire I can't control it I'm not a person who whines It's an exception now. I'd rather not be born My nervous system hurts

I am suffering from severe panic anxiety. I don't have an energy to be alive anymore. I am considering taking Xanax again. One day someone pointed out the spelling to me and I felt very bad. I don't like being pointed out. I don't know why. I know it's important to accept feedback I hate smart...

I don't like being forced to be strong In the old days, I thought I would feel stressed when my human rights were threatened, but not now, but I just feel a sense of slavery. When I was forced to go to school I'm even angrier because I forced myself to beat anxiety. When I give up my rights...

What's sadder is When I drank a lot yesterday, to my mother I asked about sex, In real sex , that women don't feel sexual desire more than men She said Women are acting I felt guilty when I heard it. She said it's for husband's libido.

I had a wonderful rainbow today I didn't commit any sin So many things have changed I didn't waste my time I got a nice sun today There's nothing wrong with that I think I missed too much I don't throw away your time The song I make is not my voice. I'm a man. https://voxfactory.app/...

오늘은 멋진 무지개를 보았어요 나는 죄를 지은 적이 없습니다 너무 많은 것이 바뀌었습니다 나는 시간을 낭비하지 않았다 오늘은 햇살이 참 좋았어요 그게 잘못된 건 아니야 내가 너무 많은 것을 놓친 것 같아 나는 당신의 시간을 낭비하지 않습니다 내가 만드는 노래는 내 목소리가 아니다. 저는 남자예요. https://voxfactory.app/ 저는 이걸 사용해요. 영어도 지원됩니다. 어제는 정신을 잃을 정도로 술을 마셨다 불행한 감정 때문에 가족 대신 설거지를 했는데 설거지를 하면서 울었어요.

You're a wiser man than I am. At least you know you'll be responsible for the future. I'm 20 years old, but I can't pay for my age yet. I'm happy to be drunk and delusional. I don't know the value of life. You have to be brave. There are many people who can't live up to your age

I don't like being told to take responsibility at my age

My only happiness is being drunk and delusional I have to force myself to go to tomorrow's lecture again. People today consider it a duty to have a job, and if i don't, i are children who get their parents suffering my parents. I don't want to live in a place like this suffering one's parents.

I have something to brag about in my life The only thing is that I was forced to overcome the panic disorder. If I choke up in my laundry room, my family would be sad about my death, and in a few days It will be forgotten. Even if I die, the world works well. I'm talking about my honest feelings...

I haven't solved the problem yet. I tend to judge every situation in a hurry I've recently started to smell feels like disgusting. Also, I can't think of it well. I sometimes can't believe I'm alive. And I feel unreal

아직 문제를 해결하지 못했어요. 나는 모든 상황을 서둘러 판단하는 경향이 있습니다 최근에 역겹다는 느낌이 들기 시작했습니다. 그리고, 잘 생각이 나지 않습니다. 가끔은 내가 살아있다는 게 믿겨지지 않아요. 그리고 나는 비현실적이라고 느낀다

I finally found the cause of my problem I did aop on every chakra a few months ago. White gold energy with algiz on every chakra I programmed it, and this was blocking all my emotions. I've been a slave of anxiety and no interest lately I think I'm much freer now. And I learned to be more...

I also have brain fog symptoms It reminds me of yesterday, My memory deteriorated very badly. I sometimes forget what I was trying to do. I'm experiencing Alzheimer's secondhand

I also when I cry There are symptoms where tears,cry are Blocked when I cry There are symptoms of emotions being blocked when I feeling emotions I feel something blocking my emotions in my chest

Please save me Please save me I sleep with the fear of death. I'm not fun with anything anymore. Even if I eat something delicious, I'm not fun Organism isn't fun for me either. I live with negative emotions every day. My symptoms are as follows. muscle cramps Trauma keeps coming to mind...

It is sad to live with laziness. With laziness, there is always anxiety. So I decided to accept the pain of growth Time feels slow when i feel pain and discomfort This fact takes away a lot of anxiety. Because time feels slow I have great potential in music I have never appreciated my potential.

I have no reason to live. IF I got a job in society, I'LL BE to be hurt, reviled, and humiliated. I born to be hurt, reviled, and humiliated. To earn a job and money, It's just a duty. I don't even have a job I want to have. These days, I want to do something related to dead bodies. I'm not...

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Download the software on the website I got it, but the country I live is not supported by the software. I know that there is little time difference between Korea and Japan Then can I try it in Tokyo time in Japan Or the time difference (in Japan and Korea, 30-60 minutes) There is a time...

Download the software on the website I got it, but the country I live is not supported by the software. I know that there is little time difference between Korea and Japan Then can I try it in Tokyo time in Japan Or the time difference (in Japan and Korea, 30-60 minutes) There is a time...

Is there a way to read other people's feelings (emotions)? And are the gods perfect in every way?

I made another great masterpiece. Now that I've made this music, I remember what my mother said. "If it's not the best, be the first." We have to be the first, rather than the best. We need to be more united. Because we are the first. We all started from the beginning The end will be great...

Thank you. Our precious family, Even if it's a little bit every day, I won't stop You'll see the Korean page soon.

I won't use boring expressions like a translator I will use expressions familiar to Koreans. So that they WILL don't feel rejection.

I made rock music with a Positive feeling.🏋️‍♀️🏋️‍♀️🏋️‍♀️🏋️‍♀️🏋️‍♀️🏋️‍♀️ I can't play the guitar very neatly. but Individuality is more important than skill.(y)(y)(y)(y)(y)(y) -ORIGINAL- -SLOWED REVERB- lyrics The night was long The wonderful woman who lives in the myth She gave...

When I do aop, i Visualize shining brilliantly,Beautiful, white gold sun and i Affirmations it, "I am breathing in powerful protective energy. This energy is building an aura of protection around me. This aura protects me at all times in every way." "This energy makes me live forever or...

How to see aura And at Clairaudience Meditating "opening up like a star and getting brighter" What exactly does that mean? It's hard to visualize the expression "the stars are opening."

I've been a sensitive person since a long time ago. So, sometime it's better to sleep less than the recommended amount of sleep There were quite a few. Insomnia is mostly caused by a sensitive state of mind. So I don't need to sleep Should a person be obsessive about sleep? I don't think so. I...

question about reincarnation I have seen a text that says that "when you are reincarnated, your body looks the same Or look alike as your present self(now looks)" Is this true? And if i reincarnate in the next life with my memories of my present life. Can this be chosen as free will? Or is it...

if required. All of this, I swear upon my life, now and hereafter, and may those powers I possess, now or hereafter, turn against me should I break this most solemn oath. At Initiation Ceremony for Satanic Covens Why is this included? I feel like this prayer is dangerous. And Do Satan and the...

In the original version, I wrote the lyrics in Korean. This song say Even if there's sadness, there's always light in this song Because sadness doesn't stop the light It contains a message that there is nothing to worry about. It's a song that celebrates the age of Aquarius My Think. The vocals...

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suffered from negative emotions, and my heart and soul wanted meditation One day, I cried I think it's time to heal myself. I left myself crying out of concern. I'm 20 and still doing this represents my bad relationship with Christianity. Christianity is the worst religion. They use people...

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People don't care about microplastics buy It's quite negative.

and do people in this forum use plastic? People don't care about microplastics buy It's quite negative.

I like to compose music and write lyrics and record them If I sing negative lyrics Does it negatively affect my soul or my future? And there's a post in the forum that negative lyrics have a negative effect on subconsciousness, What exactly does this mean? What kind of negative effect does it...

And how to program protective energy to aura from sun when I outside? Can i do it by saying like below? "I make a protective energy from the sun when I'm outside."

Can I use algiz rune in Aop? I imagine the whitegold sun, I vibrated the algiz And I imagined that the sun would be brighter. I meditated and feel that the energy was very strong.

https://soundcloud.com/fxbuyqx6l82v/sets/love?si=4ec94674cc584b49850d5f20e37af77b&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing...

https://soundcloud.com/fxbuyqx6l82v/sets/white-gold-sun-limiter-gain-up

is nibiru real?

It's so scary I think I made a mistake.

What happens if an unaffordable energy comes in? I just visualized the virtual sun After vibrating Surya, drink the energy Programmed that energy to protect my aura. I was scared because I got so much energy for a lot of energy. I still feel a lot of energy. Even if I ignore it Is it working...

What is the exact meaning of visualization? Imagination? Or thinking? I want to know the exact meaning and right way of visualization

Aura protection meditation using visualization or solar(sun) energy in a day What is the proper number of times I can do aura protection meditation in a day? When using visualization and solar(sun) energy, please let me know the appropriate number of times each. Because I'm afraid I'll fry...

Thank you for your answer :D

I'm going to do a chakra spinning meditation, It's like a visualization of chakra, like a little pyramid Can i get an example? And the fourth chakra has two triangles overlapping each other. Can a small pyramid shape come from a triangle crossing? I hope get a picture of an example of a...

If there's any energy in your body that's not exhausting What happens? Can it cause health problems? Or does it automatically exhaust?

Yes, I will meditate with the mindset of installing cyberwear in my body from Cyberpunk. (Joking) Positive and optimistic are good things in life and satanism. :lol:

Hello Joy of satan everyone I've been an inner problem for 6months (Christian programmes, obsessive compulsive disorder, panic disorder (my guess. I've never been diagnosed in a psychiatric hospital, but after taking benzodiazepines-based medicine, the symptoms improved.)). It led to an...

I often don't control myself. I'm thinking about something I don't want, It often makes me in a hurry. I'm trying to meditate, but I'm afraid I'll send someone negative energ Also, if these negative energies were sent, would I be responsible?

How to cancel the dedication Ritual Hi, I have some question. Is there really no way to cancel the dedication Ritual? I saw in Joy of satan.org that a Christian performed a ritual called "reverse literal" and that Satan left him. Can I do it with him? If it is difficult to disclose the method...