Hi again, I am sorry for my outburst of pity, now I'll try and be concise. I managed to talk to her brother, and after talking for a bit, he told me that he did a dna test, and came out as mainly gipsy. I know DNA test are a fraud, but I was and still think that they but there at most 2% jewish...

Many thanks for reading and responding, allocating time in my problem, I really can't explain how much I apreciate it. It's very hard to go thru this. In the past I always seen the way, there was a time when I was driving in the middle of high on MDMA and weed, with a very very bad company drug...

Hello again, firstly I want to thank you properly for your responses, I sincerely apreciate your help, I come back on this post again and again and read responses when I feel awful. I want to come with an update on the matter, I am sorry for whining on the case and apearing so dramatic I know...

Hi and thank you to everyone for the messages, it really helped me. Both of my posts were made in extreme distress, something that I have never felt in my life. But now I'm better, I come back on this topic to ask for more guidance, I'm sorry if I stress you, but i still have problems related to...

Thanks a lot for the replys. The problem I have is the intense pain I feel inside is that I did something immoral, anormal, and unnatural, I have a hard time eating, and I can't stay in one place, i feel my muscles weird, and i feel like i'm cold, i feel exhausted later in the day because i...

I don't know if i post this were it's ok to, i don't really use the forum I don't know why. I'm in a frantic state for the last days and i want to ask about your opinion and guidance. First I'll tell the story. Some years ago I was at a restaurant type bar with my friends, 2 month prior I just...