What exactly is the point of using the adjective "skinny" in a negative light so often? That's kinda random and uncalled for dude I'm not gonna lie

I feel like I really got far back when I still used to meditate. I stopped for about a year now. Should I start from the ground up again, following the 40 days program? Should I open my chakras again? I ain't got a clue. Ever since I stopped meditating my life's slowly gone downhill. Perhaps it...