So I asked father Satan for a sign and I went to bed soon after. Right as I was about to fall asleep I was jolted awake by what felt like someone shoving into my back. When I say jolted I mean I jumped. It was unpleasant. Is this likely an enemy? I definitely have an eerie feeling. Like someones...

I’m a agnostic. I always have been. I found the Joy of Satan webpage when I was around 16. I never pledged myself but somehow after reading everything it just felt right. I kept coming back and rereading things year after year and After so much struggle and pain I’ve come back and once again I’m...