Thank you for this, a part of me knows I am quite a freak, and to be honest, It's concerning that others have seen it like that too. Wow.....okay, yeah I need to do something about this. Thanks again

Hello everyone, I have a strong desire to hurt people. During sexual excitement, I talk to Satan and express my wishes to harm or send hexes or harm. Is this healthy? Am I being directed somewhere and does this mean anything? I hunger for all temptations of the flesh, and I hunger for control...