very good pages. thank you kurat :D

I've actually noticed how meditation makes you face very quickly the biggest obstacles you need to jump over to reprogram bad thinking. Ive seen so far coming to obstacles if my mind was quiet enough solutions or suggestions would come to me tailored to the problem specifically.

Inspirational and helpful to say the least. I think alot of us needed this as well! :)

Also interesting you mentioned the solar plexus in relation to all that as I have also had issues and negative thoughts and doubts about myself and intuition...for months I've suddenly been getting thoughts about doing a sun square which according to my chart I actually really happen to need...

Thank you for this suggestion I will look into it. I have actually relaunched my deviantart account as well that I will link later on as it needs some work and uploads. I do alot of art and poetry and I see my creativity as a good way to spread the site and to show people the truth and that our...

I would block them in your email, which by the way you should remove from your sig. If someone wants to email they should ask. This same person made a post about how their life went to shit right away after coming to Satan. No reason any gentile would have that. Thats not just bad karma. Theres...

I sent you an email last night was that alright? The very last email I sent before that was will all that info on what happened and was curious what you thought :). I will not mail again if you don't prefer

As far as feeling the enemy being active in the past year and the attacks you have felt in this manner, I identify with you completely. I would have times I would be curled up in a ball on my bed crying feeling like life was over. I had times where I could barely eat or focus on anything ..my...

If you come to Satan and everything suddenly gets bad that is not a good sign..you're either a gypsie or a jew.

I don't think anyone should be worried at Maxines absence to be quite honest? What kind of army would we be to just give up all hope and faith in our commander who has held the fort down here while Maxine is proceeds with what I am certain are very important spiritual matters. We are at war...

Thank you for the tip. I sent her my chart a while ago but I am patient. If she allows when she gets to it I'm curious to ask. We have all had a heavy schedule too doing what's important. It will come when it comes :)

As far as the hypnotic images go while falling asleep at night ill give some examples. Once I saw a man with dark curly hair and fair skin look down at me and said "welteruste mijn liefste" which is Dutch for good night my dearest. I was in holland at the time and it was my second language so it...

Awesome information! I knew another name for him was Thor. If I recall correctly some cities in Lebanon were named after him such as Baalbek and Tyre..my grandpa was born there. I have been very drawn to the Thor rune for cleanings and it gas had awesome effects.

You mean to say this specifically can actually be seen in ones natal chart?

I have experienced this via eith hypnagogic imagery while falling asleep, or just with my eyes closed during meditation then suddenly seeing symbols. While falling asleep the images i would see would often be people, im pretty sure a Demon. sometimes it could be accompanied by someone singing to...

I only regret that I did not find JOS years ago in my teenage years, especially looking back in retrospect that there were several signs and things I experienced that suggested things that seemed to try to lead me here, which i did not know the meaning of completely untill years later coming...

Let's give it nightmares from which it will never sleep >:). I'll just leave this here...I hope it gets horrid flashbacks. http://www.thetower.org/4343-palestinian-band-warns-jews-to-flee-tel-aviv-or-else-your-body-parts-will-be-collected/ Not to mention the song is in the Lebanese arabic...

Unless you are GENTILE Palestinian fuck off. Though I'm guessing not since you called it pissreal. My phonecian ancestors from jaffa used to drown kikes in the harbor. Shall we do a replay??? :twisted:

That's good to hear

YES! I am so excited for this. Looking forward to the epic updates! :D

It's ok to come out of the closet you know. We won't judge.

I met a ginger once when I was in juvenile hall. She didn't have any jewish features and seemed like a normal girl, just a bit edgy like the rest of us that were there for whatever we did back then :lol:

This is true.

I have had and still have these exact experiences as well with Abraxas. I realized how strongly i felt very early on and its never left. I am sure yall are close somehow. In what way I could not tell you. That's for you two to figure out. Look at the details of the dreams and signs and the types...

You creepy as FUCK. I write poetry too. I'm carving the one I wrote for a Demon I love very much in a heart of solid labradorite....it is quite sweet compared to this old man Herbert literature lmfao. To each their own....but my Gods.

Very glad for the new schedule. Let's hit em hard!

Yeah remember this thread? Yeahhh this was them lol. https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=25186

Oh yeah the dragon freak was going on about being dedicated for 15 years saying Satan put them as a priest. They said they did more for Satanism than I could have dreamed yet discouraged the rtrs LOL

What the fuck these kikes are still here. Yeah no ofcourse there was no punishment. I am of Satan, don't know about you and your transspieces gang tho! I mean goddam felisglacialis has a human hating guardian and is focused on depravity. Lapis and Feliz both belong in the loonie bin. Told you...

These were the dillusional transpires people I told you about HP. One is def a jew. ANY SS STAY AWAY FROM THESE PEOPLE. I wrote an article about it here: their depictions of Azazel is blasphemous. They are very anti human and one has a human hating guardian. https://www.ancient-forums.com/index.php

Berbers are not arab no, most of them are white.

All the links are working for me! the only thing i noticed in the war room was the paintable RTR links icons did not loand and the dark paintable still does not work but the other 2 do.

Interesting that this comes up. I some days ago was thinking of suggesting that we just move everything to the deep web or the tor network. But then I thought but then it will be harder for prospective new ss to reach us on the surface web

Theres mantras for each zodiac sign?

My brother came to visit and I saw him right after yule. He had already gotten the first part of the vaccine. there seems to be two parts to this thing. He works for a medical unit in the army. He is fine, seemingly any way up till now but i am still very not ok with getting it. I knew long...

Before i dedicated it felt like from time to time i was being talked to. I had concepts in my mind telling me things like "this planet is akin to a galactic africa. it is kept undeveloped and poor on purpose to avoid competition" and "if people on this planet all worked to be the best versions...

its true they keep to themselves. Most ppl on the levant are very close knit via family ties and are more racially and culturally aware. Most are still very religious either roman catholic or muslim..the Muslim varieties are more likely to have arab blood.. I am half lebanese from my dads side...

He could be seeing something but its most likely just a cats curiosity..or adoration. Look at his eyes next time he does that. are they wide open are partially closed and relaxed? wide open can mean he feels playful and the latter can mean he is basically smiling at you because he loves...

I have also had dealings with my pendulum and ouija board that were not accurate, although others on my ouija board especially suggested accuracy when predicted dates actually had something of significance occurr or when i looked up information about what i was given that confirmed the...

And add that on top of working 6 days a week for 10 hrs. Im getting an apprenticeship though so hoping that I'll have better work ours. 40 to 50 hours is optimal for me

that last part always seems to apply to me. Around the time we started getting a heavy ritual schedule back in august i got switched to nightshift where the teamlead gives us like 3 30 min breaks. then the manager gave me the key to an office building not to far away that had a coffee and water...

oh shit what did i start xd please yall dont bombard her im sure she will get to everything in time i just wanted to make sure she had my latest email. we have had a heavy ritual schedule on and off for half a year now after all.

Hey lydia, I hope I don't bother im sure youre pretty busy xd. I sent an order to you for my natal chart i think back in july. how ever i think it might have been before i changed my email. and was wondering if i should give my new one to you incase it wasnt in the order? i really dont remember...

Its interesting, I have been dedicated for almost a year and a half and many of the advanced SS i talked to up to this point or have seen testimonies of have accounted for symptoms like this or going insane or other hardcore symptoms. then i find out that they haven't done enough cleaning or...

Theres been alot of your posts that i would come across and find inspiring and very helpful. Good luck to you Ghost hope all goes well for you.

I noticed that the RTR paintables in the war room were the first to go down...very telling. I hope everyone saved the paintable RTR.

I have made sure to download and back up every ritual and the entire site. I really hope everything turns out fine. Physical intimidation? sounds like someone is getting scared. The enemy is pissed for sure

Right on time thank you so much :D. happy yule and new year!

Happy yule satanic fam :D! if only i heard this about Santa as a kid.

Looks like the grid is coming down already? 8-) https://www.space.com/amp/exoplanet-radio-emissions-tentative-detection

Great info again :). ill add these as well! Do you think if i start it on a waning moon it can help with PMS issues?

I'm not the only one.

I've never seen a triangle myself but eventually during FRTRS I started seeing/feeling this grid or some sort of prism. Instinctively I started visualizing it being destroyed. Later I learned here there really was such a grid. I have heard they maintain this grid by doing certain rituals at...

I just finished 2 FRTRS and the new one right after....big time throb in the crown chakra. I loved watching that pyramid of excrement exploding :twisted:

Glad to hear it! I enthusiastically anticipate the new schedule :D

Thank you so much Lydia!! It's interesting because the last days I was thinking how my anger problems are dirt in my chakras..what to do I thought..how can I clean this. Now I see this post. Its like the Gods answered me thru you :D . I have an extremely low frustration level and am very...

No onder i have had images of burning churches again lately doing RTR's :D

Back in my days as a child i remember reading the bible and first saw these passages and was emmediately repulsed. Its funny after being brainwashed all my life and even claiming to be devout, there were actually a number of things that never sat right with me...they just felt all wrong.

Art?? stable income? if these two went together i would have finished my art degree a long time ago.

You have some pretty good points and i considered some of those myself as well. I also dont want anyone to do any of the sort to their own detriment in anyway. Alot of it really is unavoidable. Point was if it isnt and not to ones detriment to consider it when possible. It will not always be and...

Again feel free to list 8-). I have listed alot here but i think there are too many to count. If anyone wants to do any other indepth search they are sure to find more. the barcode numbers i put here i think are an important general guideline.

There are jews and gypsies who have dedicated, one i was told of specificaly who had nothing but bad things happen to him after dedication. i think falling on significant hard times after 1-2 years of doing consistant RTRS or hard luck that never lets up is also a tel tale sign.

Aww the kike is butthurt. Dont be a fucking pussy you can call me by name. yeahhh no, anyone else on here will and has in nicer terms told you the same. We hate any jewish subrace and there have been many jews thinking ever so arrogantly Satan and the Gods will accept them becase ohh i am...

I remember one time being presented with some new jeans from levis that i liked untill i saw the brand name. I want nothing and take nothing, knowingly, from jews. Neither should you or anyone else. What better way to bankrupt Mordor by not bying any of their producs period? One would be...

Happy itis food day satanic fam :D. I'm actually having a pretty ok holiday even took 2 extra days off. needed the break.

I'm guessing this is where the energy buzz comes from that i often get in my chest when i do the "arm see saw motion" during KY? it feels like a very strong literal buzz

reading that shit in the link really hurt my head x.x. some of the things they are linking to are absolutely slanderous. Not suprising.

There was a gypsie according to one of our own SS here, that dedicated. Nothing but misfortune and health issues followed after. He made it a point to make it why he should "expose joy of satan"but did not understand the gypsies are infact a jewish subrace and are not accepted. I have met some...

OH GODS LMFAO

Pictures falling on a puzzle exactly :). This is how I feel I have recieved many signs. I am at a point to where I know if I get a bad feeling to just stop. In the past I have ignored gut feelings only to get a "we told you so"

I have been searching for certain books lately because I thought they might help me along this path specifically. At least from what I recall they did something for my mother when I was a kid. The thing is I don't know the sources of the books. Someone recently linked me to a huge collection of...

Interesting sources. Thanks ill check them out.

Definately must second this thank you. The Hp's have been an awesome guiding light during hard times and confusion. Thank you for everything and the knowledge you've brought us.

I wish I could. all i know is it was books my mom recieved years ago from her cousin on the occult. I believe they dealt in trancendental meditation and witchcraft in general. i learned about alot of general subjects and divination tools from her. i would love to get a hold of those same books.

https://satanisgod.org/hp_hooded_cobra_40_day_meditation_program.pdf You can also start with going through everytying in the library and the site.

That's ok I appreciate it :).

back in the day my mom "dabbled in the occult" she got to a point where she was open enough but due to bad attacks from the enemy got scared and burned the books. I'm trying to find the cousin that gave her the books. The family she is close to give no reply and noone knows where she is. Is...

From what i have heard jewish souls don't have heart, throat, crown chakras or 3rd eye. Idk how it works in mixed jews but I don't think mixed soul systems exist. If you have dedicated the first things you need to do are start the 40 mediation program, returning curses and major cleaning of...

Thanks sundara this means alot in the current moment for me. Totally agree.

I've been wondering this too. Also wondering how it works in mixed jews like even 1/50th. On the other hand idk if inbetween or mixed soul systems exist.

Exactly. All the research I did told me at least the 2nd great or great grand parent will be able to pass down to even a mixed jew family where they come from. I'll list some examples for everyone: A sephardic grand mother kept telling her grandson not to forget they were the chosen people. He...

I dont know how that works with work. There are many arab and levantine gentile xtians and Muslims who came to palastine that were not jews. Lot of lebanese Greek and Italian too. Names like butros boulos Sergio anton ect were common. Muslims looked at xtians like filth. In the crusader says...

Years before I found JOS the very first impression I had of "Satanists" were infact just reverse xtians. They looked up to the version of Satan as told by xnity. Then ofcourse in the recent 2 years I came across the type that take "satanism is freedom" to a complete distortion thinking Satan...

Thanks so much ghost this really spoke to me in so many aspects. This has been a very trying saturn return and it cannot end any slower. I am very grateful for the knowledge I have to pull me through and to better myself which I am using and seeing results.

A communist shithole paradise at its finest. I sawcalot of this being pushed already when I was living in Europe some places are getting to the extreme especially with the meat and co2 thing.

Where you and your ancestors born in Palestine? My grandmother and her parents were from jaffa she was born in 1923...can tell you right now..all hard-core catholics. There were riots in jaffa against jews very shortly before her birth. She was raised in a convent. If you had any Israelite...

I'm starting today! lets do this

This is war. Shit is gunna happen and there will be elements of fear and chaos. Thanks HP, i think alot needed this. There are people scared shitless of lockdown, that they will starve and even that the world will end..in the actuallend we already know it will...for THEM not US. Pyschological...

For you larissa :) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_6ENAumWhMY https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VdmO_k5MPYk

I cannot wait for the new release! Hail Satan!

Its really interesting too to see how Trump was obviously winning hard...had it in the bag even. then all of a sudden Michigan and Wisconsin flipped blue...and the numbers so close. If that isn't the definition of rigged i dont know what is. This is why i have never voted. Democracy is an...

I'm pretty sure he is as is harris. she feels part ethiopian jew. Not sure but bomberger could also still be used by gentiles. My recent research shows me there were many Jews in concetration camps at the same time there were nazis in the SS with the very same last names with the very same...

Happy Samhain everyone! :D Very curious for the new modification. Lets burn 'em 8-)

I'm so glad the enemy has one less soul to suck on! Hail Satain! :D

Hmm that could also be.

I can't give you a for certain example but i can give you an experience that gave a very strong suspicion of this happening, although i don't put stock into in 100 percent. My ex had a grey and black striped norwiegian forest cat. He was sadly killed by a car. Later on his mother adopted a maine...

You know now that i see this post again i should put in one other honorable mention...he was my most hated character. Looking at all the elements of this anime series i really think the creator was woke. Was drawn to it at first sight as a kid.

I see it alot as well. Each and everytime i go "heil Hitler" 8-)

From the very beginning of all this i expected possible mandatory vaccination...guess where its already been made?! :| Israel from what i hear..

I don't see how in the world a man in an ss uniform would be in a wedding picture with a kike. ss have to prove their ancestry for many generations from what i hear so its logical they would expect the same of their wives. They have no reason to pollute their bloodline.

Awesome testimony Lydia :) I have had several accounts of what you have described after even my first year so far. very interesting timings with things and even being timed with the perfect moon sign, like when i got my job for example when i came back home. I remember too right at the end of...

True. As for weapons training though you can also go to a range...well at least here in the USA. Training for the big shit though you gotta go through special training. If i had time i would be taking some form of martial arts...but my time is taken up by a 60 hour work week while trying to fit...

interesting, so those have effect outside of the squares. hmm

On this one i'll have to go with what southerwhite says here. As a national guard veteran this is compeltely true. you will get weapons training and other valuable skills. On the flipside the Jews see you as zionist cannon fodder and will be utilized as such should you be shipped off to war. I...

So glad i saw this. will start incorporating it right away...after the VOC :P

Theres a mars mantra besides the one for the mars square? ive been looking for it ans well as the mantras for other planets. only found "varuna" for neptune. anyone happen to know the others?

To me honestly look at how many people are on our planet and multiply that times a trillion...no way more, and take out a random number that could be hostile and another that could be friendly. The galaxy is a vast place let alone our universe.

Half the bible is the torah, and xtians and muslims are essentially spiritual jews. These are alternate forms of judaism tailored for gentiles, so anyone who does what you described might as well keep going to church too. its all the same energy all the same shit. But anyone who comes to know...

The reptilian genes are different though and do not wash out. Even if they did and one has a jewish ancestor from 500 to 2000 years ago. A 45789th great grand parent... how are they still not a jew? this/these jewish ancestors would have contributed directly to the persons birth, meaning they...

According to this if it is correct then I guess another sure fire way to know is what one experiences in astral projection which is ruled by the heart chakra from what I hear. Idk how it works in jews. If you feel that pounding in your chest center apon projection you've got a heart chakra. I...

When sun is in saggitarius i want to start a sun square. i know its not aries or leo but still fire. after mars goes direct the 13th of november i was already planning to start mars squares. The sun square i would start when it enters saggitarius will overlap the mars square, so i would still be...

Yes. the enemy takes pleasure in depraved cruel acts. violence for the sake of violence is diferent than getting violent for say, the love and defense of yourself or another or for revenge against a horrible act like rape and murder. things like sadism and downright cruelty are not good things...

111 is a solar number and is positive. 11:11 has legit given me ptsd. is an enemy number, and i always see it very close to seeing 777. they often come right before bad attacks.

Thanks so much for this. It hit home in a number of ways especially with specific signs i have seen with their timings, as well as other things.

This confirms what i recieved awhile back telling me everytime i experienced anger or other negative thoughts and emotions to clean my aura.

Brother please refer to this article i wrote a year back. it is lenghty but will give some insight. https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=25736&hilit=good+goy%21 although furries are different from transpecies...its just this often serves as a gateway. so i sent you this link

i have actually suffered from a bad temper my whole life..at least in the sense that i get frustrated really easily and am extremely impatient. There is even times when i will want to physically lash out and just break something or i start yelling or cussing out the annoying situation. its...

When i was in Holland with my then boyfriend at the time we went with his mother to pick out a maine coon kitten from a breeder. I found out later the woman happened to be a jew. We 2 ended up picking out a kitten as well. We figured hey it will help bring us closer and improve the relationship...

also take into consideration xtians and muslims are essentially spiritual jews. if they are that deep in the energy, it can feel almost similar because xnity and pisslam are judaism tailored to gentiles. Half the bible is the torah for fuck sake :cry:

I dont think most of them are monogomous though O.o

I am sure everything will be revealed in good time. Interesting i had just recently posted to someone when they asked for the ritual to take doen the astral grid. I too see it is very stubborn to take down and even..self repairs. We are literally in jail. Honestly alot of people can feel the...

Very true. I worked in Europe for 6 years and alot of places are more and more eco conscious. This work is the backbone of civilization. I just don't want to give it to a jew. Or look to them for anything. If im on a pieces of structure or makin a pipe thats supposed to process food i am...

So sorry for the faulty submission of the previous. i ment to reply to this ofcourse. this particularly brought me to tears..As a welder who works in shops and refineries, i drive by places that have plants that spread out real wide...all that crap and smoke that comes out...not a tree in sight...

These reptiles are disgusting. In old Jaffa several years leading up to my grandmas (1923) birth there were riots chasing away jews. Too bad i wasn't born then...would have loved to have helped. https://www.historycentral.com/Israel/1920ArabRiotsYaffo.html There were several like this. To this...

It is no coincidence also the worst of attacks always seem to start when we begin a series of rituals. The race awakening ritual especially seems to push their buttons. During any amount of time we are performing these i will frequently find the number 777 somehow some way as if it goes out of...

Its interesting because months back during RTRs i had randomly begun to picture some sort of grid..instinctively i knew it was something we had to take down so i started focusing on it...i notice it feels like pieces chip off...but its really stubborn...trying to repair itself even.

Now this is a very great way to put it. I think the fine line is simply crossed when someone has a tendancy or a personal reason to just simply want to escape reality and turn into something else they see as more "epic" or fantastical. notice too how these "transpecies" people always use beasts...

I remember when i first dedicated i ran into "SS" like this. I actually wrote a little something on them last year with their DA usernames to deter any gullible SS from picking up any harmful or distorting beliefs about themselves..these people were completely off their rockers. One thought they...

This explains really well how the enemy has really put a veil over the world's eyes and how badly it really destorts everyones perception about everything. Being brainwashed by the enemy is really seeing the world and everything else through a distorted lens. Sadly if one wears those lenses too...

I was actually floored at the prices of the different sorts of readings when i ordered my dream analysis. In my order, i put down that i was willing to give something extra if that is possible.

Go through and read the whole site and you will get a good idea...you will learn alot. many questions you may have can also be found by searching the forums.

i think its also where it starts to hook. theres some english people and arabs with hooked noses but the tip doesnt curve down. it will start curving at the top looking like an eagles beak so this can confuse some people. also see pics in the thread below...

:D. I think the only really overt masculine thing about me physically is my voice and broad shoulders xD. other than that despite having a dirty job i pick at myself all the time to not look like crap x.x. its funny cus when i was younger i didnt give a shit about make up or anything...then...

Can't go wrong with cookies :lol: . Yes, for each and every birthtime is quite a distinct eposide of celestial soap opera. The fun and good part about it is... the script can be edited by the one whom its been written for. Seemingly not too many know that and simply follow their whole script...

I actually in general had always been attracted to more feminine men as a result of having more solar or masculine qualities so me and my ex had this dynamic for a long time, although he balanced out abit later which i found even better. He actually had a really heavy transgender phase and was...

Thanks for this. I think the "depressive art" term is definately applicable. Just like with the body getting well from injury or sickness so is it with the soul..like puss being drawn from a wound, it gets worse before it gets better.

:lol: now this is a fun way to read any chart bahahaha. Making a lil comic of something like this along with a chart reading would be a funny idea to me.

I have heard of many who did it later regretted it and ended up committing suicide.

you can relate :lol:? Save for the blood pact part perhaps :x. Well something pretty amazing occurred to me as far as having to do with the Gods nearing me giving the situation the final boot...honestly it was going on too, long before that. And by looking at your sig, it appears it has had...

I have attached earlobes from my moms side of the family and nobody is jewish or had otherwise jewish features. Ive also seen some blacks with attached earlobes.

Always wondered what that was for.

https://www.wakingtimes.com/2012/09/13/97-percent-of-our-dna-has-a-higher-purpose-and-is-not-junk-as-labeled-by-scientists/ https://www.wakingtimes.com/2013/08/05/how-dna-is-reprogrammed-by-words-and-frequencies/?fbclid=IwAR06-Sr2bNIhSYCAiu8fY95TRychmrxfd3O-CD_BX9Quy-t0nYoR_GviT6g Everything is...

Interesting. No problem :)

That's what i kept asking :lol: :lol: :lol: Sets a good example for new people though for how this filth behaves and what to stay away from.

Did you start that same mediation on a void of course moon? If not you are fine, and afterward can just keep continuing it on all days after. Its about the start of the meditstion or working.

Thank you very interesting. Makes alot of sense as well. As far as that jew though maybe his true energy was just masked really well? And as far as summoning im guessin you feel they would get no answer at all or if at all a pretty blatant negative one.

Foundation meditation is great for taking in energy. As long as the moon is not void of course you are fine. However white magic and any workings having to do with the moon should be done when it is waxing or in some cases as full as possible. For workings of destruction a waning moon is better...

Sex works in opening the sacral chakra and orgasm energy is good for all the chakras in general. The kundelini itself is very sexual. I think sex is also an important part of the magnum opus if i recall correctly. If your libido is too high to the point that it bothers you maybe do a working...

As far as the looks i am not sure about..dont know any Gods with red faces...but to answer your general questions i personally believe its possible. I feel that at least one had been with me before dedication probably. One of the signs was that i kept seeing stones in my dreams before and after...

Very inspiring. The hardest times are often the moments of truth, the biggest test of will. If someone really thinks they are going to drown then they will. Keep trying to swim and you eventually get to shore...and keep going..no matter how far away it looks :D

Sadly alot of liberal whites follow suit with this as well. Meanwhile something called "white flight" is occuring were whites are trying to get away from mixed race dominated neighborhoods. Jared Taylor actually has some very insightful lectures on the subject on how people generally want to...

just in time when we are about to do more race awakening rituals plus RTR effects: https://www.yahoo.com/finance/news/trump-cuts-funding-for-white-privilege-training-as-more-republican-voters-acknowledge-systematic-racism-201317594.html...

Very glad for these. I must give a personal testimony to say what awesome things the wealth and prosperity rituals have thus far helped me out with...and not just the rituals. everything recently seemd so timed to either compensate for a loss or to simply come out of the blue and give sudden...

thank you! ever since he came to me in a dream last year he's some one i feel particularly very close to...sometimes i dont know exactly how but it feels like an undying love almost...

My ex bf of 9 years actually turned out to be bisexual, and in the beginning was really into crossdressing. he actually had a time when he really felt he was female and was depressed and went on hormones on and off. he had some major trauma when he was young so i think that was a big influence...

awesome experience. Something tells me we could have someone close in common :)

Indeed no experience like this would come from our Gods. Some times the enemy impersonates as an actual Demon when they are really not to scare some one off...looks like this was the case...however "uphir" altogether in general is probly either some thought form or an actual real bad entity...

Now this is a good pencil drawing. 14/88! :D

Just zone out and void...its happened to alot of us lately..

Not in the slightest. This is obviously an enemy entity. I just thought it was possibly of it posing (in name only not appearance) as another actual being that might be benevolent. As for the links i provided when i looked up the name "uphir" these where what i found. Although outside sources...

Thanks again, oh and Talgon..would you mind if i PM'd you somehow? theres something i think i should give you a heads up on..

Indeed, and as i just posted to lilquote i didnt take everything single thing in those sources as truth, but thought there could be some facts to an extent mixed with lies, meaning this could really be an actuall being, but just another one of those not so accurate sources on a Demon save for...

Thanks, this makes sense. Believe me i in no way took every thing on those links at face value to be true. They simply were the only sources i found according to the name "uphir" that my brother kept hearing in his dream. i shared these links thinking of the possibility that some things (the...

So glad you like :D

it just seems so strange my brother matched this supposed Demons profile...question is is "uphir" a real entity? and if so, good or bad? was the enemy posing as him or is this an enemy being altogether? i cant find anything on his origins or any other sources

what you first wrote was my first impression and interestingly enough shortly after he gave me the description i thought of zozo..i first thought that this could be someone posing as an actual benevolent God. I looked at the sigil i found of him however (i found 2) and am unsure of what i felt...

this is late but this is the post i was looking for as i think i saw this a while back. ive been looking up more info and cant find it. is there a sermon on this some place? I'm guessing if jews dont have a heart chakra then they cant astrally project either as this is the main chakra that works...

How can this be though if the Gods completely ignore jews? I also don't imagine they would want to waste their time with them in anyway even negative attention. Anothing thing though, i have heard that jews have different wierd chakras. is it true they have no heart chakra whatsoever?

Life today especially is very built in such a way that it is seemingly impossible purposefully for one to have time to focus on oneself. The enemy know this and they have made it to where its nothing but wake up, eat, consume, work your 10 to 12 hour day 6 to even 7 days a week without barely...

Edit: funnily enough, he had this dream right when i was doing RTRS. He texed me about the dream minutes after i was done and had just woke up.

Sorry, please delete the other post partaining to this, but i got some other sources (i think better and more descriptive ones) and my brother gave me more details about the dream i feel are relevant. Basically he is with people who are calling the name "uphir" to summon what my brother called a...

shhhh dont aggro! Maybe it will get tired and stop spamming ;)

ohh one more! how could i ever forget this one.. I had made one for Abraxas awhile back thats still in a safe place but felt like i really needed to make this one. This one is hung up

this is abit late but these are my most recent ones: this last one was made a few months back

Well that is very blatant indeed. its just that i have heard of other mixed jews thinking they can come to satan and even do the meditations and other things ect. i figured some will get blatant signs they are not welcome and others will be ignored..but it looks like it starts to drag them down...

that bottom pic tho.. kikes in final form.

When i came back home from NL i had a full row all to myself. I did some meditations and RTRs...no one to disturb me the whole 10 hrs lol

I actually do this, and have had no problem with it. Very effective if you have a hefty work week. Most of ut is aura cleaning chakra spinning and runic vibrations. Do this at your own risk and stay safe. Save the workings that need really deep trances off the road.

Well ill tell ya one thing. Recently i started really focusing it on myself and i started noticing me starting to sway during KY (i was before subtly but now its very strong) from side to side and back and fourth...its even gotten to where from my torso up my body starts going in circles...i...

im checking out the link now...nice stuff :D. u'll see a donation comin your way pretty soon

For what its worth, ive seen some gentiles that can be the biggest cunts and have the worst tempers. ive seen some of your posts that were helpful and inspiring, especially when i went through a few hard times. its interesting that you post about some worries and fears because for some reason in...

Understood, glad to know these are still safe.

now that you mention this, this is something i am curious about as well. i remember trying to meditate on that charka and felt something. the sermon about the nama sivaya mantra gave interesting results too like a laughing fit...was that all wrong info and did those effects happen for other reasons?

the more intense things get the harder the broom keeps sweepin'. I'm sad to discover that this had to be one of the dust bunnies. I often liked his sermons, at least the onese i got to read. Others new him better of course as i dedicated last year. Sometimes shit happens and people change or...

If someone is so capable of animal cruelty it wont be long before they move on to people.sickening. be very observant of how others may look at or treat other creatures. It says alot about them and how they could end up treating you.

I second this..stressin and barely eating for 2 and a half months is no fun. Plus i think having something like this could further deter infiltrators. Im taking it day by day to try to put my mind at ease..and remember the (could be?) Reassurence i think ive recieved...some days im ok but its...

to be honest if i recall correctly that looks alot like my grandpas nose. he was born in Tyr

oh im not gunna like ive been struggling. but i still keep going. we all have to!

Working from home sounds pretty ideal, i know my aunts husband does it and he loves it. its all about planning and finding the time

sounds pretty realistic enough

Sorry meant curious**

Riots for burning a book full of literal shit and when swedish women get gangraped by 15 hajies noone bats an eye cus they dont wanna be raysys...of all the european countries i believe sweden is one of the worst in terms of this.

Have you personally seen any other cases like this with jews and gypsies? Im actually really cautious as to testimonies what it it really does to a jew over the long term, if theyre nuts enough

As far as finding time is concerned theres always a way. i work 50 to 60 hour work weeks and still find time for KY HY. 5 RTRS and some other things. mantra or runic vibrations i often do in the car...something about driving that just lets you focus as long as the traffic isnt too crazy (this is...

Oh no not you too. they are really at it with this one lately. if you are sure your direct family line has no jews you are fine. what matters is the people who you come from, parents, grand parents, great grand second grand and so on. alot of slavic, roman, leventines, english, and arabs have...

Yup they've hit me hard too. Its been coming and going for alittle over 2 and a half months.

i know this was for loki but it really speaks to me and applies to things here for me at the moment. i grasp for logical evidence all the time while using my intuition, and can actually be pretty paranoid. i honestly think the biggest thing holding me back is the control freak in me just not...

i recently went back and did something really retarded because i wanted to find my second great grand parents...i restored my23andme and sent in another kit. i got in contact with some legit fam but 23andme also linked me up with some "distant 3to5th cousins" that had either jewish last names...

If you dont believe fuck all of wgat everyone else tells you here go focus on his sigil and ask..dont come crying when it burns...or if youre ignored.