What does it mean when u do a past life mediation and all u see is black i did how ever feel energy in all my chakras and each door i went though it just got more stronger and the door i tried going back to my first life that one i felt rage and my chakras was full of energy my back was arking...

My b-day is coming up and i want to make paimon my mentor what do i need to do and what do i need to bring? All HAIL SATAN!!