I too need guidance, im very new here and i would like to know more.

How would i go about doing this, i can't do a ritual because i don't want my parents to catch me.

I read on the joy of satan site about power meditation, it seems interesting i would like to know more.

Im thinking about commiting to satan spiritually(and any other way) but i don't know how, iv'e read about a ritual but i can't do it for fear that my family might catch me, can someone help me out?