I posted a threat and it got delete pretty quickly. No message, notification or anything explaining what the problem was. Can someone tell me what was the issue?

Hi guys. I've put my question at the top of this post. My story plus some ramblings about my fears are after that. Read that if you want more context on who I am and what I'm thinking, but it isn't necessary for answering the question. Question- Spirituality and esotericism is obscure. Unlike...