I'll keep that in mind. Yea idk where that mindset came from, thats probably why i get so lazy cuz im pretty much like "welp i gave into the cravings better try again tomorrow" which i understand now is pretty dumb. Its already giving me motivation just getting support from you guys i should...

Yea i dont doubt it lol theyre probably beyond livid at us. I just thought I'd let you known incase you weren't. Thanks for all the work keeping the sites up, to you and all the other hp's. Im sure its draining as fuck

Also I'm not sure if you know but joyofsatan.org is down

You are right, i do need to get out of the mindset that its either this or that. Im not even sure where it came from. I guess im just making excuses to be lazy and feel sorry for myself. Im not looking for any pats on the back or anything like that. What you say is true, i need to change my...

I know these are the *optimal* dates for these rituals but can i do these on other days as well? I've been in and out of the game a lot, it seems every time i get myself back into a groove someone wants to hangout, smoke, drink, and then i slowly get back out due to being too weak to say no...

True yea I've also been thinking about HP HC's recent post about the jewtube purge & figured if it was a thing it probably wouldn't be up still

Normally I'd laugh at this and brush it off as a joke but I've heard about this a lot over the years, and all rumors start out with a bit of truth right? I've heard things like Eminem was killed and cloned in 2006, which was around the time he released "Mosh" and other songs like that speaking...

They fired me anyway but thank you that's good to know for the future

Okay, thanks for the answer

Okay thank you for your answers. I'll start a healing working asap. One other question tho I recently started work at a factory, which is actually how I became aware of what it was, and I think it's making it a bit worse so should I find another job? I really need this one honestly

So recently I've become aware that I've had tinnitus my whole life, since a head injury where I smashed my chin off a brick windowsill when I was about five. I was never really aware of what it was because I only got taken to a hearing clinic once for it & they told me nothing was wrong so I...

This is all too true I've smoked it since I was 10 not knowing all the harmful effects, then I was too potarded to believe them once I did, but now I honestly feel like a bongoloid a lot as a 20 year old. I've even been meaning to post this for a few hours but keep forgetting to send it in. I'm...

Alright thanks everyone for the answers. I never thought about all that other bs counter acting what i was trying to do but it makes a lot of sense. Thanks for the links too ill definitely use those instead. Hail Satan!

Lol I know jesus was a jew & xianity is a hoax & all that shit already ive been around jos for 3-4 years and read every sermon pretty much as soon as its posted. I was asking if his research on the holocaust & his evidence exposing it was good enough to use as a resource for showing people the...

I found this website http://www.jesuswasnotajew.org/the-holocaust-exposed.html The author is obviously a deluded xian but theres some pretty good resources and evidence the holohoax was a lie. Probably a dumb question but would it be a good resource to prove to people it was a lie? People seem...

True, I'm starting to belive less and less in coincidence

Lol I feel like this post was made specifically for me. Sometimes just the right sermon pops up at the most convenient time and really makes me realize some things. Thank you hp maxine always love reading your posts. Hail Satan!

You could also do a love working afterwards to find that with a white girl. You dont need to die over this person. I dont think they would want that

I went through this exact same thing with a half white half native girl. I had that guilty feeling deep inside for 2 years and it honestly destroyed the relationship and me a little. It might seem worth it because you love them so much but from my experience its not. Just because you love...

Yea sex isn't an option I've never had sex with anyone & like I said I cut every one she didn't like off. She wasn't some jew scammer she was a good friend of mine for a year before I dated her and she knows me well & vice versa I was even ok with her family and talked to them some times. Thanks...

Straightshot idk man I was lonely & she told me all the things I needed to hear & seemed to be everything I ever wanted in a girl. She was my best friend. You're right tho it was fucked from day one and I should have seen that

You're right this is something I gotta deal with on my own & I'm just attention seeking helping no one. hailourtruegod I am still very attached to her I love her a lot I even tried to still be her friend but she just rubbed salt in the wounds & cut me off anyway I will make some time to do that...

Yea sorry I was drunk and in a dark place. You guys are right tho I had low self esteem and just jumped into something I should have known would never work & made too big a deal it is what it is & she's happy & if I just keep my head up and get my shit done I will be too. Just sucks that I...

Idk what to do anymore. I feel lost and alone as fuck. I loved this girl with all my heart I abandoned all my friends and the gods and spent every last penny i had on her & she looked me in the face and told me she loves me for weeks while she was fucking someone behind my back then sent me...

"When you ARE the manifested conspiracy, you cannot see it." Too true, it's pretty saddening to see how many people have become manifestations of this 'conspiracy.'

Thank you for writing about this HP. Drugs really do mess with your mind and cause nothing but trouble especially when combined with meditations, even the 'lesser' drugs like weed. I've read this sermon before but never really understood it until now