Yesterday, at 02:50 AM, I felt like a lightning inside my head and then I felt my heart really hurt. I was about to having a heart attack and I was really afraid. I'm curious about what happened. What was that? Could it about wrong meditating or something? I don't have any health problems, btw...

I'm so nervous these days because of people around me, and I'm sure they realized that I'm a Satanist, they're really disturbing me so what can I do against their bullies? Not everyone is bullying me, but if it's possible I wanna curse a few of them. Thanks, and also sorry for my bad English...