I think the origin of my problems was the life in the catolic foster home with different 'methods' of education. I realized the problems when i left the foster home, when i was between 18 and 20. With this problems, nochance to have a normal sexual life. I started to visit natural therapists and...

I described my way to come to satanism, or my imagination what i think that satanism is. I had to ask you before i wrote my experience from the past. It was a very deep experience what my life changed. Not a role play or sexual lust. If you ever were afraid of something and than you had the...

As i got the words from other members, that a person like me is not welcome here, i accepted this. I am not firm with the different manifestations of Satanismus. I have only the experience i have made in my past. Do you have any suggestions for me about my way? Best regards Larissa

But where is the option to leave this forum?

Than i beg your pardon and i wil l leave this forum as soon as possible Maybe i am on the false way ...

Thank you so much for your long answer. The last link is not working. With your explanations it sounds so easy, to find a way to Satan. But with my past it is not so easy. I had a long time in a catholic foster home with mostly priests and some nuns. No privacy at all even in every intimate...

Hi to all members! I have a lot of problems to create a relationship to Satan. Is it allowed to ask members for help? My past is a long story from growing up in a christian foster home to the first contacts with Satanism, deciding for me that is the right way. But after trying to build a...