How can I get rid of family pressure? I'm really sick of this anymore. They interfere not only with my belief, but with clothing, behavior, everything. I can't go anywhere alone, I can't do anything comfortably. Besides, I'm not a baby, I'm 17 years old! They think they are "interested family"...

I just wanna say THANK YOU. Your answer was do satisfying for me and yes you are right, logic isn't everything. Also I love that collection of coins example. I will try harder, yes maybe I am not enough yet and it is annoying but if I quit right now, I will never be enough. I am gonna keep...

Unfortunately it is not sufficient for me. I really wanna believe this but in the past I believed so much things without even thinking about them. Because they were positive and felt good to me. But in logically, they were trash. I knew it deep down but I couldn't admit it. Then one day when I...

How can I know Satan is good or my guardian is a demon instead of an angel? I mean, why? I got it, the whole world against Satanism so they introduce Demons wrong. They showed the bad, disgusting angels like good, beautiful. Alright but how can I know that is true? Power meditations are good, I...

I was an atheist before but I couldn't stop believing spirits, witchcraft, anything "spiritual" for an atheist. Materyalism was like an empty shell for me. Then I started researching about old beliefs of humanity like Paganism and I found "Spiritual Satanism" page in my main language, Turkish. I...

First of all, I am new here. A few months ago I found JoS, I was really interested in it and still I do. Yeah I know I am a beginner but I wanna see something. You know what I mean? A little signal, a little feeling. I am doing the power meditations. I am almost gonna finish the 40 days program...