Hi, I'm Night Wish. My interests include music, playing musical instruments (especially the electric guitar), participating in sports, 3D character design and animation, botany, and writing.

My story -

in the past, I was not always a Satanist, nor was I ever a Christian, as I grew up in an athiestic family originally. However, in my early teens, I felt that I was missing something, and at the time, I couldn't quite explain it. It was not until one day, I decided to try and follow my first faith known as Shinto several years back. After several periods of following and not following at random times repeatedly, I finally decided that Shinto was not for me after about a year or so (it was not because it was "bad" in any way, it just didn't resonate with me). After I quit following Shinto, I tried Wicca for a short time, and I did not stay too long within the faith either, as Wicca did not resonate with me well either.

All the while feeling the need to follow a deity for quite some time, but not knowing where to go (as the two previous faiths I once followed didn't resonate with me to the fullest), I felt confused in both myself and in reality, but at the same time, I knew that there had to be a true deity out there somewhere watching over me, but I did not know who at the time, until very recently, when I had just became a proud Satanist myself.

I can also admit, even though I was never a Christian, I somehow (in the past, and never again) thought that Satan himself was evil, and when he appeared one day in my head several years back, asking me politely if I would like to follow him, out of fear, I rejected his offer the first time, and he vanished. It was not until one other day (like several months after), that a new song called "Baphomet" by Satanic Planet caught my eye on Youtube. Listening to this song for the first time, I can also admit, it scared me in a way too, based on what the background music sounded like. However, due to my natural high level of curiousity, I researched the lyrics to "Baphomet" by Satanic Planet, and discovered for myself that it is not what I originally thought it was about (due to the misheard lyrics, I falsely thought the artist was singing about murder, etc.), but rather, what they were saying was about the truth in reality. Thus, from what I gathered from the lyrics, the whole song is basically singing about Christianity and how it is negatively impacting people from all around, among other things.

I can also say, that researching and reading these lyrics of the song "Baphomet," had also inspired me to do more research on Satanism, as even more curiousity arose within me. Finally, after much research, my new (and true) conclusion about Lord Satan is that he is good, and was never like what I once thought he was (despite me never being a Christian). When my conclusion was made, I came back to Lord Satan, and I gave him a sincere apology for assuming what I did about him. I then asked him if I could potentially follow him, understanding if he were to say no. On the other hand though, instead of saying "no," Satan forgave me, and he happily accepted me into his faith. Ever since then, I have always been one of Father Satan's proud devotees, and I will always be, for now and forever!